Thursday, December 10, 2009

Baiklah. Noktah.
Jikalau mengatakan perkara-perkara ini boleh membuatkan kamu jelas dan tertanam satu fahaman dalam kepala kamu, maka baiklah, di sini aku umumkan;

Sejak berpisah dengan kamu, mmg hidup ini lebih mudah, rezeki pun mencurah Alhamdulillah

Sekarang ini, dirasakan sudah melebihi kamu dalam semua aspek

Nah, dah ku katakan

Jadi jelas makna bahawa aku mampu move on tanpa kamu, kan?
Jelas aku bongkak, mendabik dada aku bole berjaya tanpa kamu kan?
Jelas tidak perlu perhubungan dengan kamu kan?
Jelas aku mahu potong semua yg mengikatkan kamu dan aku, hatta sebuah bantal, kan?

X perlu dijelaskan kamu sudah move on bila waktu itu kamu sebenarnya belum pun mengakhiri kisah aku dan kamu.



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miszunderstood imagined this on Thursday, December 10, 2009 09:02 am

Thursday, September 11, 2008

.suicidal path.
What happened to this blogdrive? Filthy and unorganized, indeed. There must be a reason I'm writing back. Hear ye Hear Ye, you out there. Listen to what I need to say.

First, fret not. I'm not taking my own life. That'll be too stupid. What I'm doing now, is certainly a suicidal path in damaging my own heart, perhaps, if wrong actions/words are taken. I'm fully aware of that. I've received tons of wisdom, reminders, advices and words about this. Yet, yet, I'm still headstrong to brave it. I don't know why. Maybe because I'm simply stupid.

But the truth is, I'm partially to blame. I'm possessive and utterly selfish. I realize that, JUST after 5 years. Taken things sometimes for granted. Wanted things to go MY way and an absolute freaking perfectionist. I'm making a vow now. I'm turning a new leaf. I don't want to be that person. I want to be happy being a better human. Not because of him. Because I wanted to.

Yes, kawan kamu ini perlu dibantu kadang-kadang sbb living in half-denial world tp dia degil xmo dengar. Just try to catch her if she fall. And please don't say "I've said so"

Love is such a weird and magic thing. How simple and little sense of love can make a change to your day or life.

In short, it was worth it. :-)

Yes, I have to literally compete with the 'other'. But I have my own 'sponsors' on this. It's weird, the thing we have. But I'm gonna do my best to treasure, nurture, support and keep it this time.

Aishiteru, Domyouji. XOXO



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miszunderstood imagined this on Thursday, September 11, 2008 10:37 am

Thursday, May 15, 2008

.kekasih yang tak dianggap.
Dulu, aku penah buat dia mcm ni. Skang dia buat aku balik. Karma, karma. Tapi aku tak penah pulak simpan perasaan 'tak dianggap' tu lama. Dia pulak? Buat selama-lamanya.

Kertas - Kekasih Yang Tak Dianggap

aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu
aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu
aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padaku

reff:
sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

repeat reff

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar
ku yakin kau kan berubah

repeat reff




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miszunderstood imagined this on Thursday, May 15, 2008 05:11 pm

Thursday, April 24, 2008

.i want.

I want this to happen to me. Please, Matsu Jun. I.Feel.So.Like.Fainted.Watching.This.Skit. Dem u girl!!

People, if you want to get my birthday present (That's this Tuesday, :P) , please, please, please, please get me something like this. It must be MatsuJun, okies? Hehehe.

 




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miszunderstood imagined this on Thursday, April 24, 2008 06:12 pm

Saturday, April 19, 2008

.touchngo.
I lost my TouchAndGo card. The one that has been serving my LRT purposes for the past one month. MY TouchAndGo. But, I DO believe the loss of the card is a sign from GOD. Why? This is the design of the card that I've lost.


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If you couldn't see properly the design of the card, I'll let you know what it is. It's the Seri Menanti Palace in Rembau, Negeri Sembilan. In my honest opinion, me loosing the card meaning I'm ready to let 'that', go as well. It's a subtle way of saying goodbye, never mind if I didn't have 'that' anymore. It's like I would never ever pass the building ever, again in future. Unless needed.

But then again, maybe it's the sign I'm going to work in the state, IF i passed the Gov assesment this month *Pray hard to GOD*.

To be honest, I prefer the first fact rather than the latter.

No offense Shai. I would never hate or dislike the whole state population because of one person. In fact, I've stopped having feeling, just like the other party.



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miszunderstood imagined this on Saturday, April 19, 2008 09:41 pm

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